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Such a short yet eventful year 2012 is.

January. Full of anticipation of what 2012 brings about. A new year without the formal 10-year education. A new month that would release results that could affect my future. Contented? Maybe.

February. Full of nervousness of working first time. Never ever stepped out of my comfort zone. It’s always me being the customer now it’s turned over. Tired? Maybe.

March. Full of enthusiasm of approaching school opening. Now adapted to working, it seems scary that i’m going to do that after graduation for at least 30 years?! The right choice? Maybe.

April. Reality. School started. Except no uniforms, more food choices, air-conditioned classrooms, nothing seems different. Stressed? Maybe.

June. Full of happiness. Holidays. Korea. To be of truth I don’t really remember my holidays in Taiwan. It seems a long time ago. An unplanned, surprising holiday that caught me off guard so much that i recalled little. Korea is different. Happy? Yes.

August. Full of excitement. Being first time dancing in front of a crowd. Being first time participating in NDP. Never ever thought that i would have the courage. Proud? Yes.

September. Full of laziness. Slacked for the whole holidays without working till the last two weeks. Wasted my six weeks so much that i regretted even now. Regretful? Maybe.

October. Back to reality. New semester. New faces. Old environment. Suited(?) to poly life, nothing seems more ordinary. Listless? Maybe.

November. If October is reality, November is hell. Never thought school life can be ever so stressful. Never been able to be on the verge till then. Now that i thought back, it seems so scary. Dying? Yes.

December. A cold cold Christmas month i guessed it will take ages to fade off. Shock that the world is going to end. Then it did not. But time certainly fly fast and i could vividly recall 2011 this time, when i’m looking forward to a new 2012, a new year that would shape my future education, career path. Satisfied with 2012? Maybe.

For each and every word I typed now, each and every step I’m closed to ending this 2012 chapter and opening a new 2013 chapter. Grateful that  the world didn’t end here because i would have had a lot of regrets. Starting afresh with 2013. Hope that it would be a better one!

没有真实感，我仿佛做了一个很长很长的梦。。。

周围风景风光妩媚，呼吸的空气清新，美妙的音乐弥漫在我耳边久久无法散去

梦里的我很快乐，逍遥

到了最后梦要醒了，才焕然发现

原来，一切是那么短暂宝贵，我却那么混混沌沌的过着

心里就算有再多的不舍，希望时间能倒流，也只能眼巴巴的看着秒针一直走着

梦醒了

剩下的只有回忆的结晶，购物时留下的战利品

有时我会想：

也许我从没梦过。这时我就会拼了命的回想梦境的点点滴滴，哼这收悉的音律。。。

睁开眼睛，心里的第一句话：

谢谢你，韩国

就算时间过了很久很久，记忆模糊了，我依然。。。